did i just
did i just spend 5 hours of my life sorting data and having an excel sheet that ranges from the cell A1 to R273 to obtain the most insignificant data i’ve seen in my entire life
THE BSc STRUGGLE IS SO REAL.
I was just on Skype with my dad today and he asks me if I’m even considering relationships right now and why I haven’t. I thought about it for a second, he was right. Why wasn’t I considering it?
And then I remembered I had to finish my Genetics report for tomorrow and told him I had to leave.
And then I remembered exactly why.
So a couple scary anecdotes that have made me of frustrated disposition this weekend:
1.) My OChem tutor is fully booked this weekend. Midterm on Tuesday. Will have to figure out all this by myself. Results in a freaked out Asian girl afraid of failing. Yeah, I know. Scary.
2.) Played our game today in a storm. Lost 6-0. Got yelled at by coach for being too much of a one woman player. Ex-coach gave me a lecture post-game because he was reffing our game and told me all the things I messed up on. As if I didn’t know this was my worst game like ever halfway through already.
3.) I’m still sick. Why.
ON THE BRIGHT SIDE BECAUSE I CANNOT BE FRUSTRATED ANYMORE:
1.) The red cups in Starbucks are back. This means:
a.) Christmas is near.
b.) The semester is ending soon.
c.) Ski season returns soon.
So long, frustration. But I will not lie, keeping a positive mindset is insanely challenging right now.